(1) THE MATRIX
(2) EXISTENCE AND DEATH
(3) THE VORTEX OF AWARENESS
(4) ON REACHING DEATH WHILE ALIVE
(1) The Matrix
Source expresses itself as brief finite existences/experiences (beings or objects) within an Infinite Energy-Matter Continuum/Field. This infinite Energy-Matter Continuum (The Universe/s) which may be considered an infinite spiral - without beginning or end, and is on the four dimensional matrix of Space-Time (of what is considered 'ordinary perception' of the human brain, consisting of three dimensions, perceived and acted upon through the 4th Dimension of Space-Time) filtered - but not limited - by the finite Senses; the Perceptions thereof (or, Infinity perceiving Itself through a mixture of Finite and Infinite, Local and Non-Local mediums of consciousness and physicality) are predicated upon dynamic entities, as generated by Conscious, Subconscious, and Unconscious interpretations of sensory stimuli by the brain-consciousness interface system.
(2) Existence and Death
All beings/objects that manifest within the Continuum/Field are of Universal Essence, and all that is Essence will eventually return to Source in due course within Space-Time along the infinite spiral. Precognition of these Time Frames along the infinite spiral by the human Mind is possible through Divination and the use of Intuition. Source is not a solitary entity, it is the mass of Essence that surrounds us and exceeds us, with the ability to Create and Discreate within the bounds of the Infinite Four Dimensions. The Reality we live in is a Cymatic, devised by various frequencies of matter. 'Death' does not really exist according to the human definition of it, there is only change of physicality/form. This transformation entails the return to Universal Essence. This process is not destructive to who we are as 'individuals', the perception of human brain-consciousness Ego / Mind compels us to discern that this transformation is total annihilation, which it has never been. It is simply a return to the Truest Nature, a reuniting with the Total Universe/s and a Kosmic Kontinuance along a spiralling Infinite timeline among multiple brief existences/non-existences. Upon death, Essence flies out in every direction, alike to ball-barings in a buckshot. An explosion of Vision from autobiographical Memory.
Each individual human brain-consciousness personality/ego is Source/One expressing itself distinctly within flesh incarnations imbued with Multi-Sensory Consciousness. We are all individual experiences but simultaneously one in True Nature. After the form is transcended/shedded, the spirit/essence of the formally incarnated remains in a holding pattern before it is reincarnated within a Local Terrestrial Plane during a specificated or unspecificated time/location along the infinite spiral in accordance with the last, or it may diverge into a different holding pattern to serve another purpose and never incarnate again, representing an Eternal Reconnection. Our inherent Essence is free of the Ego, the Ego is an ailment indicitive of amnesia, preventing us from remembering our true origin because it is often too much for the human mind to bear witness. It is the aspect of human brain-consciousness which leads us to erroneously internalize that we are all separate beings, only foster children of Source and not biological. It is an identity fabricated by the brain-consciousness based on the individuals neuro-historical memories of previous experiences and patterns of indulgence in free-will, in an inefficacious attempt to define 'itself' through illusions of external attachments to impermanent objects and perceived material appearance. It is an eternally dissatisfied consciousness-state which causes a sense of fearfulness through becoming aware of the fact that it does not exist and does not truly know how to define itself within an impermanent environment.
To transcend these states is to realize the true purpose of Existence. To Exist and to Die, in fear or in power. Whatever one chooses with said Existence is his Fate. One can either live in ignorance or find his own Truth. The mastery of Mind in conjunction with Body is the Whole, and to avoid these tasks is to avoid Truth.
(3) The Vortex of Awareness
The mind/human brain-consciousness is not awareness, Source is. The ego projects onto that inherent Awareness (which in-turn develops the ego identity and proceeding personality). The ultimate realization is that each Personality / Ego-Consciousness / Existence / Experience incarnated within each body of stardust is the 'carrier' for Essence, for experience within the Timeline. Precious energy is then no longer wasted on protecting the false/fleeting identity whilst within the flesh.
Each consciousness / awareness is Energy in a cycle, repeating the pattern of Live, Die, Transition, new energy coming and going throughout the experience which then forms Past Life Memories within the psyche of the incarnated dust.
While incarnated, Essence is held by flesh, the human and it's Consciousness. This incarnation, and any preceding or following, is an experience of the universe through the work of the soul. There is no separation, only fleeting separate experiences/existences. The universe is entirely interconnected and intelligent, all answers are found within when the notion that we are not separate is dissolved. What is real is never lost, the only thing we ever lose are illusions and attachments to inherent impermanence. The causes of suffering are attachment, aversion, craving and delusion. All Human Beings will experience suffering within their separate incarnations. Suffering and Pleasure are One in the Same. Without Pleasure, life is monotonous torture. Without Suffering, life is monotonous torture. To numb oneself from either experience is to lose consciousness, to kill Oneself without pulling a trigger.
(4) On Reaching Death While Alive
The incarnate experience of Astral Projection, NDEs (Near Death Experiences) and Meditation are the closest one can get to 'Freedom of the Flesh' and allow the experience of the slight-return without transcending any forms. Meditation can lead one to achieve whole wavelets of Total Zero (the endpoint and origin of all experience/existence), which is the Re-Cognition of a universal baseline consciousness, or what is called a PCE (Pure Consciousness Experience). This is a semi-return to Source within the subconsciousness via the human brain interface. One can suspend oneself within a timeless occurance in a total connection, with enough practice. In reaching deep meditation, there is a major presence of Theta and Gamma brainwaves, which occur in death (depending on the nature of transformation). Astral projection can produce the same effect, wherein there is a presence of similar oscillations to Theta and Gamma brainwaves, as is what occurs when one reaches Total Zero. This coincides with lucid dreaming, thereby being able to access the astral realm and an increase in the appearance of Theta and Gamma waves. We spend most of our lives asleep, it is a subconscious plane that is not to be ignored. Becoming well aquainted with the astral realm and mastering attainment of a state of Total Zero or a brief PCE, allows you the same incarnate experience as is with death. In turn you can become well aquainted with death and the true destiny of the soul. Death is without ego, without thought, without mind, without body. Death is total freedom of flesh. Death is in itself a transformation resulting in a timeless occurance in total connection. This is very achievable while inside a body.