[ destiny number: 5 ✧ life path number: 3 ✧ soul urge number: 3 ✧ personality number: 4 ✧ karmic lesson numbers: 4 & 8 ]

21/F/AUS - INFP - TYPE 4 ENNEAGRAM - MELANCHOLY TEMPERAMENT - GEMINI SUN | AQUARIUS MOON | PISCES RISING
  

i'm thinking about..

cyberthon v .. godflesh .. gameboy color .. chaos theory
symbolism .. retrocomputing .. 90's fashion



my current favorites..

bands: godflesh / ministry / KMFDM / ggfh / filter / acumen nation / babyland / xorcist / CRD / meat beat manifesto
albums: us & them - godflesh / eclipse - GGFH / twitch - ministry / damned souls - xorcist
movies: NBK / trainspotting / the matrix / the virgin suicides
books: going postal - mark ames / the wisdom of insecurity - alan watts
muses: vali myers / uma thurman / christine chubbuck / valérie valère / julia butterfly hill / terry davis
songs: xorcist - anima / xorcist - 1999 / kode iv - rebellion / hatelove - xorcist


some fun facts..

bianca devins had followed me on tumblr a few months before she was murdered in july 2019, i didn't realise until 2022.
i joined the TCC in 2016, when i was 14 years old.


________________________ QUESTI0NNA1R3 ________________________

1. Full name: [REDACTED]
2. Nicknames: rai / sunless / sToRm
3. Birthplace: -------, ---
4. Birthday: 30/05/2002
5. Where Do You Live Now?: 2 hours from birthplace
6. Parent(s): ----- & -----
7. Sibling(s): 2 brothers and 1 sister
8. Looks: 5'5, 105lbs, dark blonde hair, one blue eye one green eye
9. Favorite Animal(s): all
10. Favorite TV Show(s): daria, downtown, seinfeld, beavis & butthead, south park
11. Favorite Kind(s) Of Music: triphop, grunge, industrial, alternative rock, electronic, metal
12. Favorite Movie(s): trainspotting
13. School: graduated
14. Future School: no
15. Future Job: no
16. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: [REDACTED]
17. Best Buds: my cat, R, L, L, D & Z.
18. Favorite Candy: marshmellows, maltesers, lollipops
19. Hobbies: writing, drawing, finding new music, reading, spiritual development, being in nature
20. Things You Collect: obsolete tech, vhs/cds/dvds/cassettes, books, seashells
21. Do You Have A Personal Phone Line: yes
22. Favorite Body Part Of The Opposite Sex?: hands
23. Any Tattoos And Where Or What?: one tiny faded stick n poke, inner ankle from when i was 15
24. Piercing(s) And Where?: used to have lobes but they grew out
25. What Do You Sleep in?: underwear
26. Do you like Chain Letters: ones that aren't stupid
27. Best Advice: live and die in love, not fear. do not fear death in any of it's forms.
28. Favorite Quotes: "-" (TBA)
29. Non-sport Activity You Enjoy: listening to music, drawing, journaling
30. Dream Car: bmw 8 series e31
31. Favorite Thing To Do In Spring: being outside and enjoying the newborn sun
32. What’s Your Bedtime: whenever i feel like it, sometimes 3am othertimes 11pm
33. Where Do You Shop?: thrift stores, ebay
34. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
35. Favorite Thing(s) To Wear?: my ankh necklace, cardinal watch, red sox t-shirt
36. Favorite Subject(s) In School?: art, english
37. Favorite Color(s): purple, red, blue, black
38. Favorite People To Talk To Online: L, D, L & Z
39. Root-Beer or Dr. Pepper?: dr pepper
40. Do You Shave?: yes
41. Favorite Vacation Spot(s): anywhere away from humanity
42. Favorite Family Member(s): all of them
43. Did You Eat Paint Chips When You Were a Kid?: i don't think i did lol
44. Favorite CD you own: orbital - halcyon (2006)
45. The ONE Person Who You Hate The Most: i don't care enough about people i don't like to hate them
46. Favorite Food(s): dumplings, grapes, strawberries
47. Who Is The Hottest Guy or Girl In The World?: ----- -------
48. What Is Your Favorite Salad Dressing?: probably french dressing
49. When You Die, Do You Wanna Be Buried or Burned Into Ashes?: natural burial, stick me raw in the earth
50. Do You Believe In Aliens?: yes
51. If You Had The Chance To Professionally Do Something, What would You Do?: author/writing
52. Things You Obsess Over: metaphysics, chaos theory, synchronicities, spiritual concepts
53. Favorite Day of the Week: thursday
54. A Teacher You Hate: only math teachers because i'm incompetent at math lol
55. Favorite Disney Movie(s): the emperor's new groove, the incredibles
56. What Is Your Favorite Season?: spring & summer
57. What Toppings Do You Like On Your Pizza?: pepperoni, mozzarella
58. Do You Like Your School Food Itself (As In The District Food): n/a lol
59. If You Could Live Anywhere, Where Would You Live?: in a forest
60. Favorite Thing(s) To Do On Weekends: sit in my hammock, read, write
61. Favorite Thing(s) To Get Clean up: my bedroom, i hate when my room is messy
62. Favorite Magazine(s): old rolling stone, mad magazine
63. Favorite Flower(s): lavender, columbines, violets
64. Favorite Number(s): 333, 8, 5
65. Favorite Ice Cream flavor(s): cookies n cream, rocky road
66. What Kind of Guys/Girls Are You Attracted to?: soft, dark, introspective, obsessive & mysterious
67. What’s Your Most Embarrassing Moment?: i never get embarassed B)
68. If You Could Change One Thing About Yourself What Would It be?: my extreme anxiety disorder and subsequent isolation cope
69. Do You Eat Breakfast First Then Brush Your Teeth or Brush first then eat breakfast: eat first then brush
70. Favorite Time of Day: 4pm
71. Can A Guy and Girl Be Just “Best Friends?”: yes
72. Do You Ask The Girl / Guy Out Or Do You Wait For Them To Come To You?: i would wait, unless there are obvious signs of mutual feelings
73. Do You Mind Paying For Sex?: um no never
74. What’s The Most Important thing In Someone’s Personality: humour, kindness and psychopathic tendencies
75. Do you have a pager or cell phone?: wish i had a pager ): i have a samsung s10
76. Favorite Sport: never liked sports
77. What Was the Best Gift You Ever Received?: my red sox tshirt
78. How Long Did This Letter Take You To Finish?: 30ish mins
79. What Did You Listen To While Completing It?: clean my wounds - corrosion of comformity
80. Are you or would you like to be married in the near future (next 5 years)?: no
81. Don’t u just hate how psychics never win the lottery?: fuck psychics + the lottery

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