no longer blind
taste of life on top of my tongue
my cold grey brain
burning like a gun
i can see inside through my dandelion eye




all your dreams are made
when you're chained to the mirror and the razor blade
today's the day that all the world will see
another sunny afternoon
walking to the sound of my favorite tune
tomorrow never knows what it doesn't know too soon..




to the madness, i do confess
i never see myself as blessed
confused, unaddressed
like a saviour i do caress
the truth is boredom more or less
unused, obsessed

my time is only given up to you, too much to choose
it's not mine to contemplate if i can lose
with this blood on my shoes




see that retard girl staring at the sun
what does she see?
see the retard girl stare at everyone
i hope she doesn't see me




your home is where you're happy
it's not where you're not free..
your home is where you can be what you are
cause you were just born to be

now they'll show you their castles
and diamonds for all to see
but they'll never show you that peace of mind
cause they don't know how to be free..

so burn all your bridges
leave your old life behind
you can do what you want to do
cause you're strong in your mind..




in a crowded world, i looked for you
through a sea of people
how can you sleep
when you've worked so hard?
how can you sleep?
how can you sleep?




my heart is an angry fist that
seethes and rages against
it's cage

i am trembling my hand on the door
it is my secret
i can't take this no more




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the shadow is ever growing
the crimson rivers flow
our open minds are knowing
what you will never know

undo the blindfold - see the death - feel the cold
you'll always kast a shadow
in heaven or in hell
others may come and go
but in the shadow is where i dwell . .

enter the shadow . .




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the only thing you taught me was to feel fear
i feel fear

i'm gonna get defiled
i'm gonna get defiled
i'm gonna get defiled
in your world, i'm naive like a lost child




i'm holding on forever
and i know
that i will never
feel like this in time

i saw the red sunshine
was it mine,
was it the wine?




through you, i see the truth
through you i can see it
through you, i see the truth
through you i believe it
through you, i see the truth
through you i can see it
through you, i feel the truth
through you i can feel it

i can feel it




let me breathe, give me air
suffocation is all i know
can't do it myself, don't know how
never been taught so i'm nothing now

take me
show me where
nothing is something
i'm almost there




life hope love trust blood lust rage fire
anima
...
wakes of form from your hand
ripple through creation
dying breed lost alive
seek destination
overthought selfish choice
offer course correction
global death intracide
face your soul reflection
...
throw away shallow fears
learn to see beyond them
look within search for truth
we can not wait much longer




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i give you this for your consideration:
the most important factor
in any metaphysical exercise
is the release of belief systems
boundaries and fears

all limitations are self-imposed
all limitations are self-imposed

the time is now




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i am one
with whatever i am




come into the light, feel alive
come into the light, feel alright
i'm out of mind, put out of sight
i looked into the future
now my mind's not right
but it's out of sight
say goodbye, then hit the sky
say goodbye, then hit the sky




when i fall off, i cry
when you follow, you die
now i could be you
how much of you
how much of you is true?
sometimes i triple
how happy we could be
and i'm, i'm two or three
i double myself
i trouble myself
love
love

love in the middle of a fire fight




i, flying through the sky
high inside my mind
all my life, flying through the sky
high inside my mind

all the fires in the sky
inside my mind
feel the fires burning hot
inside my mind

flying high into the sky
will my light survive my mind?




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i am the lowest of the low
it's hell being enlightened
you gotta live with what you know, what you don't know
worst case scenario




i have mirrors, one for each of you
i reserve the absolute: i always tell the truth
all that i can see: reflections in your eyes
i am postulate one: i always lie

as above is not so below
spider webs, dotted lines hold all i behold
driven like a suicide through a noose of hope
alibis demystified hold on... and let go

driven... like a suicide
headfirst against the tide
driven... like a suicide
headlong into the night




and here you are defending a miserable existence
how the people who control the money
are diminishing your existence
to working in a fucking dirty factory
which puts black smoke up into the air
which pollutes the entire world
and you're working your ass off
saving money for your kids getting pennies
while they're making hundreds and hundreds of dollars
don't you realize how you're being duped?
how they get your head fucked with?
how they have you indoctrinated?
how they have you conditioned?
how they misinform you?
don't you see this, are you that blind?

insurrection within the united states




city moon so soon
you're the world to me
velvet white
starry child
sailing to the sea




always darker, emptier and simpler

they muddy the water to make it seem deeper

THOUGHTS
ARE
SHADOWS
OF
OUR
FEELINGS