no longer blind
taste of life on top of my tongue
my cold grey brain
burning like a gun
i can see inside through my dandelion eye




sweet thing, i watch you
burn so fast it scares me

sweet thing, i watched you (burn away)




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this place is death with walls




everything else is completely inane
profoundly profane, and it drives me insane!




tensions on both sides
we're paralyzed and victimized
we're terrified and petrified
demoralized and mortified
of genocide and suicide
and patricide and cyanide
we're pacified by every side
force-fed pride
and then we die for them
we die for them




all your dreams are made
when you're chained to the mirror and the razor blade
today's the day that all the world will see
another sunny afternoon
walking to the sound of my favorite tune
tomorrow never knows what it doesn't know too soon..




to the madness, i do confess
i never see myself as blessed
confused, unaddressed
like a saviour i do caress
the truth is boredom more or less
unused, obsessed

my time is only given up to you, too much to choose
it's not mine to contemplate if i can lose
with this blood on my shoes




see that retard girl staring at the sun
what does she see?
see the retard girl stare at everyone
i hope she doesn't see me




your home is where you're happy
it's not where you're not free..
your home is where you can be what you are
cause you were just born to be

now they'll show you their castles
and diamonds for all to see
but they'll never show you that peace of mind
cause they don't know how to be free..

so burn all your bridges
leave your old life behind
you can do what you want to do
cause you're strong in your mind..




i'm sick of feeling so wrecked
and tired of this mess
there's going to be hell to pay
this time i swear
all my life in doubt...

you suck the life from everything
parasite of happiness in me




we tried assassinations, it's the same
demonstrations and violence, but it's still the same to me
economic sanctions, it's the same
tried dragging their names through mud, but it's still the same to me

in the tory or the labour camps, well it's the same
republican or democrat, but it's still the same to me
go to lenin or marx, it doesn't matter
starve the people while the rich get fatter
can't you see they got us where they want us?
can't you see the enemy here is you?
it's you




in a crowded world, i looked for you
through a sea of people
how can you sleep
when you've worked so hard?
how can you sleep?
how can you sleep?




strap me down with disillusion
tie me up in lifelines
nothing stops my thoughts from breeding
nothing's stopping my mind..




my heart is an angry fist that
seethes and rages against
it's cage

i am trembling my hand on the door
it is my secret
i can't take this no more




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i bring you sweet salvation from the barrel of a gun
is she a virgin or is she a whore?
i don't really give a damn
i'm mr. 44!




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and i can't sleep
cause you got strange powers
you're in my dreams
strange powers

the sun pours down like honey
the moon pours down like mercury
the stars fall down like money
and you come down to me




absolutely nothing to go on with
totally deserted, all is gone
everything is wrong or bad or dangerous
no one is allowed to turn it on

a thousand voices in your head
a thousand voices in your head
a thousand voices in your head
are telling you to
plug it in




i know a man, a man full of power
i know a world, a world full of fear




a seed of hate from the day i was born
my right to vengeance from me has been torn
hopeless and drugged, my black emotions seethe
loveless and cold, my hate begins to breed

black nebula, seething in my brain
then your fucking world brings me down again
so i'll take my father's gun and i'll walk down to the street
i'll have my vengeance now with everyone i meet




the shadow is ever growing
the crimson rivers flow
our open minds are knowing
what you will never know

undo the blindfold - see the death - feel the cold
you'll always kast a shadow
in heaven or in hell
others may come and go
but in the shadow is where i dwell . .

enter the shadow . .




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the only thing you taught me was to feel fear
i feel fear

i'm gonna get defiled
i'm gonna get defiled
i'm gonna get defiled
in your world, i'm naive like a lost child




you can cum and you can scream
but no one cares for no one believes

listen to her fly...
listen to her try...
listen to her cry...
listen to her die...




i'm holding on forever
and i know
that i will never
feel like this in time

i saw the red sunshine
was it mine,
was it the wine?




through you, i see the truth
through you i can see it
through you, i see the truth
through you i believe it
through you, i see the truth
through you i can see it
through you, i feel the truth
through you i can feel it

i can feel it




let me breathe, give me air
suffocation is all i know
can't do it myself, don't know how
never been taught so i'm nothing now

take me
show me where
nothing is something
i'm almost there




i'm not locking any doors
so you can come to me
7/24
my love..




i am the heart
core of the mind
i am my own
i am thine

you are the void
empty inside
sucking soul
pearls 2 swine

terror




ride the train..
ride the train..




life hope love trust blood lust rage fire
anima
...
wakes of form from your hand
ripple through creation
dying breed lost alive
seek destination
overthought selfish choice
offer course correction
global death intracide
face your soul reflection
...
throw away shallow fears
learn to see beyond them
look within search for truth
we can not wait much longer




you saved me
gave me life
home love
when i was near
the end
you gave new hope
and love

i am reborn..




senseless
deep down
sadistically
a willful toy




they say 2000 00 party over
oops out of time
so tonight i'm gonna party like its 1999..